-Betrayed in love<\3
Yes if I think about it I've been betrayed in many ways but the only one that really hurt me a lot was when I was betrayed in love. It all started like a regular dating thing, I liked him and he liked me. Two months later I realized that he was very important to me, and even if it was a High School thing like a lot of people say he was just very special to me. The third month was the month that I started to trust him so much, he was the bestest friend to me and my feelings to him will just grow more and more. I was loyal to him, I trusted him, I gave him my respect, I gave him love and friendship. Months passed and we had been together for about 6 months. I felt like I loved him, even if I don’t even know what love is. One day, and i still remember the weather, it was very ugly outside. A lot of things were going on, I was having family problems and he was just not giving me the space I needed. I decided to ask him not for a brake up but for a break so I could get back on track. I was so happy to know that he "understood" what I was going through and he told me that i loved me and no matter what he was going to be there and he could live without me blah, blah. I trusted him and was trying very hard to get over everything and be together again. Winter ball was here, and we were planning on going together still. The night of winter ball was here and he was calling me because he was there already and I wouldn't hurry. I got there to the hotel where the Winter Ball was taking place at, and didn't find him. I was looking for him asking his friends and he wouldn't answer his phone. His friend finally told me he had gone on a party bus with a lot of people and girls. So then I got the hint he wasn't there, he was calling and calling me so he can blame it on me after. And that's how it happened, the next day I didn't even bothered calling him in all day. Finally, he called me, he was crying for some reason. I was very hurt, but still asked him what was wrong? He hung up. I called his best friend Martin and asked him, he told me he has kissed another girl at the party bus and they ended up hooking up(being together all the time at the party bus and kissed all night). This broke my heart in thousands of pieces, I trusted him, why would he do this to me? Why? :'( and cried for hours. I was disappointed, sad, and mad I was betrayed, my trust and love was betreayed and I was heartbroken! How can someone tell you they love you and do this? Say they can't live without you and go kiss another girl's lips? This hurted me so much and till today it hurts me. The first time I gave all my trust to someone I was betrayed and that's something I'll never forget. Yes I learned how to forgive because he has showed me he's better and has mature a lot over the months. But I haven't learned how to trust him again and I know it's going to be the hardest thing to do, because after being betrayed I don't think i could never be that same girlfriend again. The feeling of being betrayed is a horrible feeling, is unfaithful, unloyalty, disappointment. And he the person that made disappointed my hopes :( But thanks to that I'm a different person now, and till this day I cry because to me he's still so special to me and I feel like I love him but what i felt that day, that night, even that whole month is unexplainable and i hope i never feel that same way again. And now I also know not to do it, because I know how it feels and i will never make someone feel that way, because the feeling of being betrayed is sadness and disappointment. But betrayal always comes with life, and if you were betrayed in love you will realize it has made you a better person, and that's what life is about -learning! And you will know to never betray someone because you are already going to know how it feels and you have to make the change. Someone has already made it for you, and it’s that person that disappointed you so much. My mom was betrayed but by a friend. She had a “best friend” in high school who she was very loyal to. My mom will defend her with another group of girls who will hate on her. One day my mom ended up getting in a fight with one of the other girls and got suspended for a few days. When she came back her “best friend” Sandra was there hanging out with the other group of girls my mom was surprise O_O My mom who was loyal to Sandra, who defended her and didn’t care about the getting in trouble part was now being hated by who she thought was her best friend and the other group of girls. Even though my mom found a lot of other friends she will never forget that her best friend betrayed her and she learned to never trust on someone again and till this day she has many friends but she always talks about this story with us so we don’t make the same mistakes. I think getting betrayed by Sandra made her a better person today and she talks to us about all of this so we can be better too. But the disappointment of Sandra made her so strong that she can now say she’s a best friend to many people and Sandra is probably now alone, but she has never heard about her since then.
Yes if I think about it I've been betrayed in many ways but the only one that really hurt me a lot was when I was betrayed in love. It all started like a regular dating thing, I liked him and he liked me. Two months later I realized that he was very important to me, and even if it was a High School thing like a lot of people say he was just very special to me. The third month was the month that I started to trust him so much, he was the bestest friend to me and my feelings to him will just grow more and more. I was loyal to him, I trusted him, I gave him my respect, I gave him love and friendship. Months passed and we had been together for about 6 months. I felt like I loved him, even if I don’t even know what love is. One day, and i still remember the weather, it was very ugly outside. A lot of things were going on, I was having family problems and he was just not giving me the space I needed. I decided to ask him not for a brake up but for a break so I could get back on track. I was so happy to know that he "understood" what I was going through and he told me that i loved me and no matter what he was going to be there and he could live without me blah, blah. I trusted him and was trying very hard to get over everything and be together again. Winter ball was here, and we were planning on going together still. The night of winter ball was here and he was calling me because he was there already and I wouldn't hurry. I got there to the hotel where the Winter Ball was taking place at, and didn't find him. I was looking for him asking his friends and he wouldn't answer his phone. His friend finally told me he had gone on a party bus with a lot of people and girls. So then I got the hint he wasn't there, he was calling and calling me so he can blame it on me after. And that's how it happened, the next day I didn't even bothered calling him in all day. Finally, he called me, he was crying for some reason. I was very hurt, but still asked him what was wrong? He hung up. I called his best friend Martin and asked him, he told me he has kissed another girl at the party bus and they ended up hooking up(being together all the time at the party bus and kissed all night). This broke my heart in thousands of pieces, I trusted him, why would he do this to me? Why? :'( and cried for hours. I was disappointed, sad, and mad I was betrayed, my trust and love was betreayed and I was heartbroken! How can someone tell you they love you and do this? Say they can't live without you and go kiss another girl's lips? This hurted me so much and till today it hurts me. The first time I gave all my trust to someone I was betrayed and that's something I'll never forget. Yes I learned how to forgive because he has showed me he's better and has mature a lot over the months. But I haven't learned how to trust him again and I know it's going to be the hardest thing to do, because after being betrayed I don't think i could never be that same girlfriend again. The feeling of being betrayed is a horrible feeling, is unfaithful, unloyalty, disappointment. And he the person that made disappointed my hopes :( But thanks to that I'm a different person now, and till this day I cry because to me he's still so special to me and I feel like I love him but what i felt that day, that night, even that whole month is unexplainable and i hope i never feel that same way again. And now I also know not to do it, because I know how it feels and i will never make someone feel that way, because the feeling of being betrayed is sadness and disappointment. But betrayal always comes with life, and if you were betrayed in love you will realize it has made you a better person, and that's what life is about -learning! And you will know to never betray someone because you are already going to know how it feels and you have to make the change. Someone has already made it for you, and it’s that person that disappointed you so much. My mom was betrayed but by a friend. She had a “best friend” in high school who she was very loyal to. My mom will defend her with another group of girls who will hate on her. One day my mom ended up getting in a fight with one of the other girls and got suspended for a few days. When she came back her “best friend” Sandra was there hanging out with the other group of girls my mom was surprise O_O My mom who was loyal to Sandra, who defended her and didn’t care about the getting in trouble part was now being hated by who she thought was her best friend and the other group of girls. Even though my mom found a lot of other friends she will never forget that her best friend betrayed her and she learned to never trust on someone again and till this day she has many friends but she always talks about this story with us so we don’t make the same mistakes. I think getting betrayed by Sandra made her a better person today and she talks to us about all of this so we can be better too. But the disappointment of Sandra made her so strong that she can now say she’s a best friend to many people and Sandra is probably now alone, but she has never heard about her since then.
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