Courage.

One day we’re all going to have to grow in some way or another. Life gives us rough times and you have to learn how to grow. In my life I had been through ups and downs but if I look back I’m nothing like the little girl I used to be and it was hard but I grew in many ways. When I started AHA I had many friends, many I would consider them “best friends” I was there for them when they needed me and they will be there for me. 10th grade this year is way different people start changing and in one way or another they leave your life. At the time when all my friends were changing I was very hurt because I’ll see things in a different way. But I had to change that about me, people change for a reason and I realize that I’ve changed myself and that just happens. I had to understand that life is short, people change, people leave your life, people talk, and cause drama but after all you have to understand all of this comes with life and all this people that talk, cause drama, leave my life after all is part of high school and life. I had to grow and stand on my own, I can’t always depend on my friends or other people. I have friends but many or most of them not forever because at the end of the day my only friends are my family. Now that I’m more mature about all of this high school things is that I really don’t care about what other people say, friends are my teachers that can seat there and listen and teach you what they can, your family that no matter what is going to be there, and the people you know are true to you and you want to keep for your future. At the end of the day, who’s actually there? nobody, but your family. I don’t care if at school I’m the biggest loner in the whole entire world, or if my friends were to walk away from me and end our friendship because at the end I have the BESTEST friends at home(:. I'm true to those who are true to me, I give trust when I get trust, I’m a friend to those who give me friendship and respect everyone no matter what. And the hard thing is learning how to do all of this things, it took time, courage but at the end it was worth it because now nothing puts me down and the friends that decided not to become part of my future I wish them the best of life(: Because “the purpose of life is the life of purpose” and I’m at school to get an education, there’s purpose for everything. I always remember "A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be”. But the people that you see now you might not see them in the future, unless you choose to. This is all about growing learning from life and taking the change(: The only person i want ot have in my future is who I rerally consider my best friend, Denisse. I see girls everyday calling eachother "best friends" when they have no clue who i real one is. My Niesie is a real one, the only one i haven't havd a fight with, the only one that has been there for 5 years(: I think about her as my other sister that I want to see in my future there seating with me drinking coffee. We have so much courage, she courages me to always do my best no matter what and even if we have our boyfriends and they want to be with us all the time, we still stay close at heart because that's what bestfriends are! It dont matter how many friends I was to lose and how many I'm gonna lose in the future I know when I look back she will always be there. Life is treaky and we still choose to live, so you have to courage yourself on being the best you can be, never give up, try to be better everyday, and keep those friends who are real to you because life is not always on depending on somebody else. We can't base who we are and our lifes on somebody elses, you always got to be yourself because everyine else is already taken! The drama comes with life, the friends come with life, but hte friend of today can be the enemie of tomorrow. Courage is to always be better because you can!